thanks for asking, still alive, I've made it this far

remember l prayed for that one thing 

they taught me you’d see everything,

but this one 

would have sufficed to just listen

Dear Jesus

do you still picture me praying

do you still picture me praying

Before begging the world to stop

grow me a beautiful beard as yours 

grow me a lush beautiful beard as yours

remember I practised,

becoming a gender affirming surgeon

on a doll

like you I seemed inexperienced 

later I learned we have doctors for that

Good Lord oh Jesus

my cousin once asked how hot you were

back in the days

your body strapped on that cross

showing shamelessly off

and wouldn’t we all have enjoyed

and wouldn’t we all have enjoyed

this spectacle

you refused to prove your identity

just as us 

you saw you need their trust

but do you still picture me praying

do you still picture me praying

before begging the world to stop

(begging the world to)

grow me a beautiful beard as yours

grow me a lush beautiful beard as yours

grow me a lush and a curly and a full beard as yours

grow me a beautiful beard as yours

Dear Jesus

Endocrine Jesus

Endocrine DJ - DJentrifairy, Sept. 28 2025